I am a loser, Loser who have lost her happiness Loser who have lost her smile Loser who have lost her sight which only saw good Loser who have lost her energy to follow her 1000 hobbies Loser who have lost her fun of dancing, singing and all Loser who have lost her want to play with her cousin Loser who have lost her excitement for birthdays and festivals Loser who have lost her late night laughter Loser who have lost her comfort in her own room Loser who have lost her interest in dressing up nicely Loser who have lost her confidence while looking in mirror Loser who have lost her sleep because of heavy thoughts Loser who have lost her peace to overthinking Loser who have lost her soft heart because people were too harsh Loser who have lost her trust after getting disappointed again and again Loser who have lost her childish side which laughed at small things Loser who have lost her favorite songs because now they only hurt Loser who have lost her spark in crowded rooms Loser who have lost her ability to feel excited for tomorrow Loser who have lost her habit of dreaming big Loser who have lost her hope little by little every night Loser who have lost the girl who used to be full of life Loser who have lost herself trying to survive everything silently I am the biggest loser Because I lost something beautiful and precious That is myself. God have mercy on me and help me find myself backš«