I genuinely want to study, but I just can’t start properly. Ani sabse worst part chai, malai thaha cha ma k wrong gardai chu, still I can’t fix it. This problem has been with me for almost 2 years now. Mero ahileko routine every day same nai hunxaa. I go to class from around 6:30 AM to 11:00 AM. Room farkepachi, I eat lunch ani ekchin sutxu. Tespachi I tell myself, “Ek ghanta pachi padchu.” But somehow tyo ek ghanta whole damn day bancha. I don’t even realize how the day pass huncha. Din bhari scroll, overthink, tired feel, ani delay matra. Then at night, when I finally keep my phone aside, mero brain le attack garna thalcha: Why didn’t you study today? Why are you wasting your life? Do you even care about your future? What will happen if you keep living like this? The thing is, I don’t think I’m lazy. Lazy people probably don’t care, but ma chai padhna chodera sab garxuu . Every night guilt huncha. Malai consequences thaha cha. Yo routine le malai fucking up gardai cha bhanera pani thaha cha. But still, next day feri same cycle repeat huncha. One day I kept my phone aside and tried to study seriously. But after 30 minutes, I caught myself playing with things instead of actually studying. Body book ko agadi huncha, tara mind chai kata kata. So I just want to ask — is this only me, ki aru students lai pani yesto huncha? Do you also feel like padhna man cha, but brain le start nai garna didaina? And if anyone has overcome this phase, please tell me how. Motivational quotes haina please, real advice chaiyo. What actually helped you escape this cycle?