People are just selfish, and don’t act like you’ve never been selfish before. You cut people off like it’s a game and expect others not to do the same. Yes, from your point of view, they should have been more considerate and empathetic, but were you empathetic or considerate toward the people you cut off? Believe me, karma does dangerous work, and I hope the universe forgives me for the things I’ve done to people that cannot be undone now. I hope I heal, and I hope I learn that people have their own choices. It will keep you up at night, it will keep you wondering where it all went wrong, and it will keep you begging for mercy, so be strong. You’ve been through despair, been through it all. Don’t act like it’s the end of the world, and don’t think this pain is just going to disappear on its own. It takes time, and time heals everything. What advice would you give to someone struggling through the same situation right now? You might just want to step out of your own mind and think: were you genuine with this person? Were you kind? Were you considerate? If yes, then you did nothing wrong, and decoding everything will not help the situation. Just accept what happened and stop depressing yourself over things you cannot control. People are bad, people are selfish, people are immature, and people can be unempathetic, just like you. You are no saint. You have done things in the past that you would probably fix if you could go back, so from your point of view, you would want to be forgiven too. From their perspective, they may see you as a burden, like a pebble in a carpet. You might feel unhappy and empty right now, but you should not disrespect yourself by going back again and again, seeking their attention. They will only feel irritated, so loosen up, be good, do good, learn, and move on.